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| Happy B'day Mummy! |
| 05.28.05 (5:37 am) [edit] |
Today is my mum's b'day!!! Happy B'day Mum! No mum, no me. How abt some time travel yeah? Hehe. Get to see mum being born and then seeing her grow up. And she dating dad.... Just like "Back to the Future"
Big plans are hatching - super duper xcited! Hush hush.
I realize that there is no way I can ever finish doing everything. I shall leave it to tomorrow. The fun thing is I have booked my mum on Tues to bring her shopping. And Thurs to shop and chill with my dearest sis. Hehe. Can't wait. I am NOT going to do any work tonight. Gonna chill and watch "Secret Window" before I go to bed. It is a looooooong day tomorrow. Kewl!
Later!
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| Your focus is your reality |
| 05.26.05 (7:16 pm) [edit] |
Breakthroughs! Breakdowns! Break-ups!
With every breakdown u have, you earn a breakthrough!
Ever since TCC, I have NO MORE breakups coz I was not even in any relationship, keke. =)
Anyway.. I was realli inspired by Chaun Wei and Yixin!! They were telling me abt their experiences after TCC and I was like "Wooooooooow!!! Scary!!!" I will leave it to them to share la. Now I know why TCC has the power to drive training companies out of biz. Who needs "How to make more $$" when there is TCC. Who needs "10 ways to curb procrastination" when there is TCC. Who needs "Finding your inner peace" when there is TCC. Haha.. Totally amazing and the irony is: I din know what I could get when I signed up for TCC. Talk about accidentals.
Anyway, yesterday was hectic. Went to AMK to do surveys. Sound easy right? BULL! The people there are sooooooooo "FRIENDLY". People will walk towards you and all of a sudden, they will pick up their handphone and talk. Shortly (5 steps from you) their friend hanged. Amazing. And I was a victim of "Talk to my hands". And u know what, I was rejected three times in a row. Gosh - what an experience that I wun never get in love life (I hope) Oh oh.. the best one is this, after a while, I realise that no one come to me within 300 metres radius. This is sooooooooooooo fun! Nevertheless, I did enough to make $10/hr. But it is tough job!!
Today would be an equally hectic day. What's new? It's the travelling that can kill me. First to Kembangan to meet HoD of Ngee Ann Pri, then to Suntec for interview and then Forum Mac for EV meeting till God knows what time. But the strange thing is this: All are part of my creation of things. *grins*
And as what Anakin's master told him: Young skywalker, your focus is your reality!
So people, what's your focus today?
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| Happy shalala, it's so nice to be happy! |
| 05.24.05 (7:45 am) [edit] |
Today has been a really GRRREEEEEEEEAAAAT day!!!
1. Woke up on time at 8.30am to meet Adrian and Yiling
2. Fruitful business meeting
3. Ate super nice Lor Mee (with lotsa vinegar) while watching 2 episodes of Friends (with my mum!)
4. Went for Microsoft/IDA Scholarship 2nd interview - one of the two finalists. Tough luck but I met up with Andy, MD of Microsoft. Big shot la! Haha... *cross fingers* The only regret I have is to ask him "How's it like to be the MD of Microsoft?"
5. Met up with Buddy!!! And Hung!!! And we went out together!!!!!!!!! First to find Emma @ her shop and she is so cooooool. Then me, Hung and Emma headed to Bras Brasah for dinner and we talk talk talk... Then to Mac for ice-cream and we talk somemore until around 6.40pm before they head for Star Wars.
6. Spend some me-time and it was reallly awesome. First did some work at Mac. Then went for a walk at Raffles City. I realize that it has been quite a while since I spend time alone. Walking along the stores, I find a familiar sense of inner peace. Happy to be by myself. Shopped with no intent. Just walking around till my friend called.
7. And then in the cute red van we went! After getting lost in town for a while, we finally found ourselves at Kaki Limar. A cafe at Arab Street opened by this Malay celebrity. The food is totally delicious. Yummy! We ordered Malay delicacies plus the usual drinks. It has been so long since I chilled outside. And we talk talk talk. Haha...
8. When I got home, I found a new armchair in my room. Those big big kind with arm rests and I can just lean all the way. So awesome!!! I wonder who bought this for me? My dad maybe. He finally notice that my old pathetic chair has only one screw left. Keke...
Yes, my day has been great. My days have been fulfilling ever since I took that leap of courage. Some of my friends who I cared for has also took a leap of courage and took on the TCC program. And I am so freaking happy for them coz they are so excited about their lives now. *grins* Tat's the way it should have always been. Many people are alive. But are they living??? Coz being alive is easy! All u got to do is breathe. But living your life is a different ball game today - you got to have BALLS and COURAGE! Lalalala...
I am soooooo happy now... and I can be for the rest of my life. But one thing I have to caution myself. Slow down dude. Slow down... Stop and breathe the flowers... Don't let things run past you...
Roger! Out! Zzzz...
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| A day to remember... |
| 05.16.05 (12:06 pm) [edit] |
4.11 am... I should be showering or sleeping by now. But I can't. Sitting in front of my computer, I am so present to the life I have before me. My life has always been a series of accidents. Many things happen to me by chance. The people I meet. The things I do. Who I am before taking up THE COURAGE TO CREATE. And yet it was becoz of an accidental chance that I met Adrian. He introduced me to the work and I make the leap BY CHANCE as well... It has been 8 months since I took up the program and commit myself to the work. Things have changed for me dramatically. For one, I stop running my life by chance. Every thing I do become an intention of the mind and an action of the body. And believe me, words cannot describe it all.
Last week when the impossibilty was placed before us, I saw magic taking place. It's like putting metal through fire. We became tougher as a wave. We began to work as a team. We became one! I could not ask for a better team like this. Everything else pales.... Sometimes I ask myself why do I put myself in BLP or do the work in ECI coz it is just too tough. Frens ask me what I have been up to and I find it soo hard to explain what I experienced. I see them bumming around. I want that too.. But somehow deep down inside, I know my calling. I know what needed to be done. And the best thing is this: I am never alone. I have 13 warriors fighting side by side with me. Never giving up on each other... (tears)
I am feeling a tinge of sadness now coz I will be leaving in a month's time. I can't bear to go. I can't bear to leave my wave. It's more fun to do this together... The only thing that is going to keep me bonded is our stand and honor code. To continue fighting... And it really all began with a question posed to me 4 mths back:
Which path do you want to take: The common path or the greater path that few people has attempted to walk?
I choose the latter. And I never look back.
Today I realise something.
The path I have chosen has no end...
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